Randomness...

2:57AM(PEI time) Sunday morning at my old room at old 6 park... My true home.... My original home. Sometimes its creepy beeing in here.... but sometimes its nice... Just to look back at any and every memory of my childhood all the way up to high school..... Shit man, if I put my bed the other way it'd look the exact same as high school. minues the posters. but shit, its all there.... Ohh yeah, now im listening to some of the old tunes, sets the mood perfectly...

Ohh Thursday, what a wicked band they are... ...

Holy Crap man Im soo baked... I 've been spacing out for longs periods of time now... its only 3:30 now, but realy , I haven't written much in half an hour...

So yeah, i've been thinking here, trying to think on 1 or any really speicific subject to talk about, but all I can really think of is Emily right now. But I don't really want to talk about her, because in only 5 days I wont be able to see her until... god knows when, maybe never..... It really really sucks because Ireally really do like her... Like more then she knows, or wants to believe.... I know she doesnt want me to want her, but I can't help it. I really can't... Shes all I want in a woman...Shes just so perfect in all the ways I want... But its not just how much I want her, its how much we match... we just fit perfectly together... I've been trying to explain that to her every time I talk to her, just how every little thing we do together fits right. I feel good when I'm around her. I can't explain much more then that really... Anyway, I'm really hoping that we do get to see each other before we go our ways, because I reallyneed to talk to her and just say some things that I need to get off my chest... She did that once to me, and to be honest(I dont think she knows this yet, but will after reading this) it really really shattered me. You know what day that was. When you gave me that folder. Told me you were over me... Oh if only you knew what bad times I was going threw then, would you of still ripped my heart out? Well so you'll find out, I didn't get over then, and I'm still not over you now. I love you now as I did then, and I can only try my hardest to get you back again someday.

Uhh This is why I don't like to talk about her, cuz I can't stop.Ok, now, other subject.... Yup, its now 4:00Am and I still can't think of anything else.... Well Oh wait, here we go how bout this. I can't wai till I get back to Edmonton just so I can start working a fuckload again. FUck yeah man, I hope that when I get back to work that works just royally fucking swamped with shit to do. Like when its busy at work, its fun, and when its fun, I like to work more hours, and more hours means more money, and more money means more cool shit I can buy for our house, Like my wicked comp Im going to buy. Aswell as the awsome projector, Digital Camera, Video Camera, Mini Fridge, and many other things I can't think of right now....But shit yeah... should be awsome...
Yeah, so Anyway, im getting kinda tired, and I think Im just gonna pop on a movie then fall asleep to it, so till 2morrow... L8a Days...4:06AM

Update....

Ok so I just checked and my last entry was on Christmas Eve, and lots happened since then so if I miss anything, its cuz these past 5ish days ROCKED!!! But yeah, we'll start with Christmas...
So Christmas day was awsome, got some cool cloths and shit for Christmas, so that was cool, nice family gathering and stuff for pretty much the rest of the day and such, then Christmas night Tone, Dave and I went for our yearly "walk" together, which was pretty cool this time, cuz we ended up walking for a good, I dunno lets say 2 - 2and a half hours. We left at 12something and we came back at like 3:15AM, so yeah, it was good to talk to my brothers again and really just see whats going on in their lives and stuff... but yeah that was the 25th....
Boxing day... Uhh, Ok, well I can't overly think of what happened on both the 26th or 27th, but I saw a fair amount of ppl in that time. SO yeah, then the 28th..... oh what dream of a day that was.... Well to try to say as little as possible without actuelly saying anything,.... I hung out wiht Miss Emily T for an awsomely long time that day.... But yeah I asked her to come to a wedding that I had to go to , and I guess we were supposed to bring dates, so I asked her and luckily enough she said yes. So we went to the wedding and the reception was pretty cool too, then we came back to my place, and watched a movie... But holy crap, she looked soo soo soooo goood. You know when you think or dream about something for soo long and you think it'll never actuelly happen. I dont know of any other way to explain it, because I've been thinking about her since.... Well, I never really stopped thinking about her, but to actuelly see her and hold her again, It was beyond my wildest dreams. But yeah, when I first first saw her when she came over to my house before the wedding.... That initial hug, Just the tightness in the squeeze of the hug. I dont know about her, but I can't not have feelings for her. Shes just too much apart of me to get rid of, I'll never stop thinking about her. But anyway, she told me not to go on about her so, with that, Im done with the 28th, but lets just say it was by far the best day here on PEI of my vacation(Yes it definetly beats out Christmas Day)

Then Last night was Dave and I's "Dooleys Night"! Which its not even called Dooleys anymore but yeah, we had the private room reserved and the whole shit and shabootle. A fair amount of people ended up showing up which was awsome, but I think the cost of the drinks went up, cuz shit man, we cut Daves tab off at something like 700and some and then I paid a little tab of 250$ and I hear that Pineau and Steve both had 200$ and some dollar tabs aswell... So we were all by far smashed out of your trees! But that was the goal, and it was accomplished. SO yeah it was a really good time. But yeah, for the rest of the next 5 days I have here, should only get more and more interesting... I'll try to keep updates by the day just so I dont forget anything from now on so feel free to check my blog out often... till then, L8a Days.

CHRISTMAS EVE!!

Yeah, so I finally finished wrapping all of my presents!!! Finished up my shoppin yesturday there, so Im all ready for Christmas 2morrow. So yeah I just realized that I haven't written in this for a good week now. And I've been home for 4 days now...
Ok, So when I got in on Wednesday afternoon there, I picked up Daves parcel(sweet deal) got my little pre-christmas present. Then I guess I was at home for a good few hours before Josh Lindsay called and picked me up, so we had a pretty slack calm night there my first night in. Then the next night Josh and Shane and I hung out for a while, then I think it was Friday we went to the Pool!!! First time swimmin since before I left. So that was friggen sweet, Then yesturday night there I went to the guys house. But holy crap has that place gone downhill!!! I just remember when I lived there 2 summers ago. You couldnt go into that house without seeing atleast a good dozen or so ppl... Then last night there was 8-9 of us. The whole night! But yeah, it coulda been cuz it was the day before Christmas Eve, but anyway, I just hope it picks up when Dave gets home and stuff...

So yeah I still havent found a friggen New Years Eve Party yet! Which is really bummin me out, but its all good, I'll find something soon! Anyway, Im gonna head out, its 4:20, I may go for a little walk. L8a Days...

Mom's B-Day!

So my bro and I called our mom 2night to wish her a happy b-day. She was happy to hear from us, so that was all cool. But yeah, friday nght was the shit!!! man, I went out to see Fernando and Travisty's band play. and man, they're fuckign good!!! We had a pretty good time there, smkoed a fair bit, drank a fair bit. had a good time, then headed back to Scotty's to get royally baked all night and morning when he woke me up at 7AM!!!, But that was all funn and games... So yeah, i go home in a few days!, shit i can't wait!, Anwyay, till they, L8a days...

Day off 2morrow!!!

Yeah, so I came home early 2night, and I don't have to go to work 2morrow. So thats kinda cool in the sense that I get a 3 day weekend... but shitty in the sense that I wont have as many hours as I wanted on my paycheck. which reminds me, I gotta go check my back account to see if my direct deposit got hooked up yet or not, L8a days....

Trunion

Trunion... What is a Trunion you ask? I'm not overly sure to be honest, Cory said its just a huge bearing. But shit dude, thats a HUGE bearing. Ok, So if anyone knows what a bearing is, its pretty much just an object to make things roll. such as bearings in your car wheels, uhh, any kind of wheel really. but yeah, now imagine one about 5 feet tall, 4 feet wide and 8000 pounds. Yeah, so Cory and I got to spray that today. lol, pretty good time I must say, well the actual spraying part. Which only really took around 4 hours, but the previous 7 hours, and 5 hours the day before of just set up, SUCKED BALLS!!! We had to make sure this thing was set up so perfectly because if not, one little tiny mistake could either really injure either of us, or any of our equipment and cost fucking lot to repair/replace. So anyway, it was a pretty damn fun job I must say. Wire Arc Spray (Thermion) is a lot of fun to use. It shoots so many sparks everywhere!!! But the coatings take so damn long. Ah well, its all good. Anyway, I don't really have much to say really here, besides that, and I go home in like 5 days. So yeah, besides that. I'm out. L8a Days...

Stealing....

Stealing... Now Keep in mind that everything I'm about to say, and always say is my own opinion, so if you take any offense to what I say... ... ... Well theres really nothing you can do about it now is there, but if it helps, sorry in advance.

Stealing. Its just plain wrong!!! Like, the whole concept of it. It could just be the fact that I'm over analyzing it, but just think of every company/employee/personal, anyone whose worked to make, or sell what your stealing. Your reaping all the benefit. Its just not right. And for people to just be so open about taking stuff, and pretending like its a joke. Its just pathetic in my eyes... Like today for example, J-Rod and I were changing in the change room at the end of the day, and Jarod looks over to see a pair of sunglasses, so he picks them up and shows them to me, says they're pretty cool and shit, then says, "man I should take these". I was like, what? They're obviously someone who works here's sunglasses. They're gonna notice, and they're gonna be pissed. Now just imagine if that was you who left your sunglasses there for a night and showed up the next day to find them gone! Like, thats just how I see most things these days, How would you feel if the tables were turned... I think that way before I say or do anything really. And its a good way to go, I believe that I'm a better person for it, and Thus I am Proud to say I Do NOT Steal. The End....

Business Men Vs. Consumers....

Now I've narrowed it down to 2 kinds of people in life.... There are Business people, and there are consumers... I myself am a consumer, and Damn proud. Let me explain.... Now to make things easy I'm going to narrow this down again and put it all into a nice little story. Ok, So lets say Person A, is the Consumer, and Person B is the Business man. Person A and Person B live 2gether, work 2gether, pretty much do everything 2gether. So anyway of course theres the odd time where they are apart yet 1 of the 2 need to buy something for both parties.... Now, heres where the actual classifications come along.... Person A(like myself) would charge person B only the cost of whatever I was buying (Obviously, I mean, what are "friends" for right?) anyway... So same situation comes up, Person A and B are split, but B has to buy the "stuff" See he/she will look at it in the way of "how can I make money off of this", how can I scam my way into getting more then my share... These People PISS ME OFF!!!, one of our "friends" we met up here is the biggest fucking business man in the world.... So here we are, all finally in Edmonton and moved into our nice new house, we got some shit to make it look all nice and everything... But of course since we've only been there for X amount of days, we haven't received a paycheck yet, so we're running low on cash. So we ask one of our "buddies" to lend us some cash till the coming Friday when we can pay him back... He says cool, as long as you give him a 10$ interest.... 10$ INTEREST!!, what the fuck kind of shit is that!?!!?!?! Like come on man, it was only 50$ to begin with!. Like fuck man, what kind of world do we live in when your "friends" cant even loan you something without getting something bigger in return? I dunno, it could just be me and my views, or it could just be these fucking weird Albertans... But either way, its gonna be good to go home....
Yeah, I just kinda came up with that at the top of my head, but I've been thinking about it for days now... Anyway, finally wrote it down... I've got a few more things to update, but I'm kinda tired, I'll wait till the afternoon when I wake up to go to work...
L8a Days

Sup.

Yeah, I have no specific topic, or any real ideas to talk about right now... I'm just sitting here on the computer trying to think of anything to do. I figured and update is always a good idea. So I checked my "Facebook" thing... like, what the hell man, theres a new chatting thing every fucking month man,... last few months it was hi5, then.... shit man, I don't know , but theres so many!!! But anyway, some day that I wake up early enough to spend some time on the computer before I go to work, I'll have to explore this "facebook" site, see who all I can find, and what all it does... But for now I'll just accept these "friend Invitations".
But yeah, besides that, works going fine... Kinda boring, kinda slack. I royally fucked up a $4000 piece 2day... Just because I forgot to turn the water back on to cool my gun... so when I started it, it started to melt the gun slowly as it got hotter and hotter... lol, Then the nozzle hole got so big the flame was just shotting wildly. But it was the coolest color of green. But anyway, Corey got a new one and told me to take this as a learning experience, and NEVER DO IT AGAIN. So thats all good. Then Cooper gave us a lift home, so now I just finished my shower, now I'm about to have some food, then head to bed... so with that... I'm out. L8a Days...

Update....

Yeah, SO its Monday,well Tuesday. December 5th.... at 3:44AM... Im awake because I only got off work an hour and a half ago... Yeah, I'm officially on night shift now!! And ya know, its really not that bad.... It's a lot more peaceful and relaxed... But yeah, plus its a 5$ an hour pay increase so you really can't complain. lol... So, besides that, theres only 15 days left till I head home!! Man, its going to be so good to see home again.... Then so good to get back here and get my life back together and get it going.... Man, once I'm back from Christmas Holidays I'm going to be able to spend my money a lot more freely. So hopefully my own computer will come soon after, and some other cool things aswell..... Ohh yeah, the Staff Christmas Party was this past Saturday... Pretty good time there... I'll try to get some pictures online here and post them, cuz we have some funny ones... But anyway, I'm getting tired, I'm heading out, Catch ya later... L8a Days...