Sunday night already....
So here it is,,, Sunday night... 10:01 PM.... sitting in my chair by the door to the balcony in my apartment... having my last smoke for the day before I get ready for bed....I'd say it was a productive day... but it really wasn't... I slept in till almost noon today, which was nice, I'm not complaining,,, I did say I wanted to catch up on my sleep, so I guess I did..... And I did go to the grocery store and picked up some essentials for this week, so today wasn't a total write off... Plus I did get to skype with Emily a few times,,, as well as finishing up Starcraft 2 on the computer... So yeah, iguess I did do some good stuff today... Oh, and I also did the dishes, and some cleaning, aswell as took out the garbage...
Anyway, thats all good and stuff I guess,,, it just feels like I'm not doing much these days... I guess I'm not really doing anything besides working and trying to save money....so I guess for my days to be boring is a good thing...
So I caved and finally started season 3 of Sons of anarchy... I couldn't wait any longer... its a good show,,, keeps my attention, and always keeps me guessing.. I like it....
But I have been craving to watch Fight Club lately... I guess I just haven't seen it in too long.... Speeking of.,.. I should go to kickboxing this week... my last week before my month off from it... Only 3 more working weeks till I fly HOME!!! I'm excited, scared, and nervous all at the same time.. I'm so stoked to go home and see everyone again,,, Especially Emily... But at the same time this wedding thing has got me nervous as shit! Granted I'm sure Emily and I will be fine as husband and wife,,,, but the whole process of getting there is what worries me.... Like this whole wedding planning thing... its stressing the shit out of Emily,.... I see it ever time I talk to her. she's stressed out about one thing or another,,,, and she just has all of it on her shoulders... it kinda sucks that I can't be there and help at all... Like I'm sure I wouldn't of been much help if I was there,,, but atleast I could calm her down a little... Ohhh I don't know... maybe I'm just talking outta my ass,,, but this whole being away thing may be starting to get to me a little.... I know I want to be out here,,,, ,for now, and for the next little while..., and I'm really excited to have Emily come out here with me... but I know its gonna kill the both of us to be out here and away from home for so long... Even if it only ends up being a year or so,,, Emily is going to miss home a lot... and I willl too,,, maybe not as much as her,,, but still, we'll miss home... I just hope that we can save up as much as we plan to over this next year... Idealy I would like to stay for 2, maybe 3 years, and save as much as we could in that time,,, which would prolly be a good chunk... but we'll see what she thinks at the 1 year mark... it will most likely depend on what kind of job she gets... cuz as long as there is work for me to do,,, I'll tough it out.... I know how good of money I can make working a this place... with the good wage, and all the available OT..... I think this could be a good year or more!.... But anyway,,,, I should get to sleep,,, its almost 10:30.... Bed time for me now.... So tilll the next time....
L8a Days...
Anyway, thats all good and stuff I guess,,, it just feels like I'm not doing much these days... I guess I'm not really doing anything besides working and trying to save money....so I guess for my days to be boring is a good thing...
So I caved and finally started season 3 of Sons of anarchy... I couldn't wait any longer... its a good show,,, keeps my attention, and always keeps me guessing.. I like it....
But I have been craving to watch Fight Club lately... I guess I just haven't seen it in too long.... Speeking of.,.. I should go to kickboxing this week... my last week before my month off from it... Only 3 more working weeks till I fly HOME!!! I'm excited, scared, and nervous all at the same time.. I'm so stoked to go home and see everyone again,,, Especially Emily... But at the same time this wedding thing has got me nervous as shit! Granted I'm sure Emily and I will be fine as husband and wife,,,, but the whole process of getting there is what worries me.... Like this whole wedding planning thing... its stressing the shit out of Emily,.... I see it ever time I talk to her. she's stressed out about one thing or another,,,, and she just has all of it on her shoulders... it kinda sucks that I can't be there and help at all... Like I'm sure I wouldn't of been much help if I was there,,, but atleast I could calm her down a little... Ohhh I don't know... maybe I'm just talking outta my ass,,, but this whole being away thing may be starting to get to me a little.... I know I want to be out here,,,, ,for now, and for the next little while..., and I'm really excited to have Emily come out here with me... but I know its gonna kill the both of us to be out here and away from home for so long... Even if it only ends up being a year or so,,, Emily is going to miss home a lot... and I willl too,,, maybe not as much as her,,, but still, we'll miss home... I just hope that we can save up as much as we plan to over this next year... Idealy I would like to stay for 2, maybe 3 years, and save as much as we could in that time,,, which would prolly be a good chunk... but we'll see what she thinks at the 1 year mark... it will most likely depend on what kind of job she gets... cuz as long as there is work for me to do,,, I'll tough it out.... I know how good of money I can make working a this place... with the good wage, and all the available OT..... I think this could be a good year or more!.... But anyway,,,, I should get to sleep,,, its almost 10:30.... Bed time for me now.... So tilll the next time....
L8a Days...
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