My phone is finally broken!!!

The worst has happened. My phone is now garbage.... So now, not only can I not call anyone, but I dotn have anyones phone number!!!! SHitty fuckign deal concidering I wont see half those ppl again to find their number. So yeah, FUCK!! god damnit and then its going to cost me like a couple hundred to get a new phone, so I figure Im just going to wait until I get back home to PEI and I'll prolly just buy a new nice one, and get a sweet plan out of it!!! ANyway, thats teh plan as of now... So yeah, thats taht. so who ever is reading this, e-mail me your phone number so I can have it. lol, the only one I remember is Pats, and I hope to fuck he doesnt change it. But yeah...
So this past weekend we finally went out somewer!!!1 we went to this bar called Cowboys, it was a pretty damn good time, but I kinda had too much fun.... I spent a llittle over 200$$$ that night, and thats just at the bar, I had alcohol before I left, and I had moeny set aside for the cab home, so yeah, 200$$ at the bar itself... but it was all worth it. So yeah, anyway, I should go, but yeah, something good will prolly happen this weekend, I can sense it... lol, l8a days...

baretts laptop has the net!

So im on Baretts laptop right now in my apartment, at 9:01AM!!!everyone else is still passed out wich is fine, im just glad I have the internet for something to do... So yeah, another shitty weekend goes by, fuck. Friday night everyone went out, and they forgot me yet afuckingain. I told them I wanted to sleep a bit before we went out, and I gave them money for my liquor and shit, whatever... then when I wake up, no one is in the apartment, no note nothing, and there was my quart of Run on the counter.... So what did I do? worked out solid for a while till I was too tired to move, then I smoked some of daves weed without him, or his permission cuz I was that pissed they left me behind again!!!... Anyway, then last night we went to this place called the Iron Horse...it prolly coulda/woulda been a relaly good time, but unfortunetly we didnt move after standing in line for around half an hour to 45 mins.... so we went home and got more drunk and did fuck all for the rest of the night.... And 2day, well I dont know what they have planned... Dave wants to pick up a guitar. I really dont know what to do. I think I thought of osmething yesturdya that I wanted to buy, but I cant remeber what it was.... Ohh yeah, I bought this sweet hat and sunglasses yesturday.. THe sunglasses are pretty cool I think, and the hat, well it says I love pot on it and its bright green.lol, so ofcorse it fits me well I thought.... ohh yeah, thats what it was, im going to get all the pictures we've taken ina while developed.... and somehow, i'll find a way to get them onthis comp, and somehow put them on here.... Ya never know I miht get a digital camera or somethign someday soon.. well I have some cash for it now, but I should start saving...!!!we'll see,, if something hits me.... Anyways, i've been hearing some interesting information about Jarod thats leading me to believe some crazy things... Man, I dont want to lose that guy!!! God damnit, after I lost my girlfriend who else did I have to turn to. He was always there for me when I needed him back in the day, Now.... now what... Fuck J-Rod, if you can read this buddy, find me. Uhh anyway,,, I have different information from different ppl coming in all the time, yet still I havent heard from jarod in too long.... and now my phone is too fucked up to use,,,it could be him calling over and over again.... I'll get a new one soon, dont worry guys....... Anyway, Im going to e-mail that Jarod guy again just to see if I get somethign back someday this week... so yeah, till later, l8a days...

Baretts Laptop has the NET!!!

So im on Baretts laptop right now in my apartment, at 9:01AM!!!everyone else is still passed out wich is fine, im just glad I have the internet for something to do... So yeah, another shitty weekend goes by, fuck. Friday night everyone went out, and they forgot me yet afuckingain. I told them I wanted to sleep a bit before we went out, and I gave them money for my liquor and shit, whatever... then when I wake up, no one is in the apartment, no note nothing, and there was my quart of Run on the counter.... So what did I do? worked out solid for a while till I was too tired to move, then I smoked some of daves weed without him, or his permission cuz I was that pissed they left me behind again!!!... Anyway, then last night we went to this place called the Iron Horse...it prolly coulda/woulda been a relaly good time, but unfortunetly we didnt move after standing in line for around half an hour to 45 mins.... so we went home and got more drunk and did fuck all for the rest of the night.... And 2day, well I dont know what they have planned... Dave wants to pick up a guitar. I really dont know what to do. I think I thought of osmething yesturdya that I wanted to buy, but I cant remeber what it was.... Ohh yeah, I bought this sweet hat and sunglasses yesturday.. THe sunglasses are pretty cool I think, and the hat, well it says I love pot on it and its bright green.lol, so ofcorse it fits me well I thought.... ohh yeah, thats what it was, im going to get all the pictures we've taken ina while developed.... and somehow, i'll find a way to get them onthis comp, and somehow put them on here.... Ya never know I miht get a digital camera or somethign someday soon.. well I have some cash for it now, but I should start saving...!!!we'll see,, if something hits me.... Anyways, i've been hearing some interesting information about Jarod thats leading me to believe some crazy things... Man, I dont want to lose that guy!!! God damnit, after I lost my girlfriend who else did I have to turn to. He was always there for me when I needed him back in the day, Now.... now what... Fuck J-Rod, if you can read this buddy, find me. Uhh anyway,,, I have different information from different ppl coming in all the time, yet still I havent heard from jarod in too long.... and now my phone is too fucked up to use,,,it could be him calling over and over again.... I'll get a new one soon, dont worry guys....... Anyway, Im going to e-mail that Jarod guy again just to see if I get somethign back someday this week... so yeah, till later, l8a days...

Some fucking ppl.....

So I woke up this morning tired as fuck! but with a big smile on my face... I had an awsome dream last night,,, it was kidna wierd, but good... It started in Dollar and Baretts place, and there was this little party thing going on. I dindt reconize anyone there besides Barett and Dollar but then, just as I was looking around... I saw Emily. Yup, Emily T, in Edmonton at barett and dollars place.... wierd shit, anyway, I went over and started to talk to her, and for some reason she kept on asking me if we could go somewere private. I thought "fucking right!" but we went to all the different rooms and all of them had ppl in them, and as we passed the last room, she starts like feeling me up, so I asked her why she wanted to go somewere private? she just winked and said you should know.... So of corse after that I said we shoudl head over to my place, so we walked over there and for some reason there was a party going on there too!!! and of corse all the rooms were taken so we just started making out solid all over the couch in the living room... Then of corse all good things have to end, and I woke up..... But yeah, that was my dream,,,,
On to why the title of this is "Some fucking PPl".... Mat Vickerson.... this new fucking faggot that I have to train at work... What a fuckign tool!!!! God damnit, not only is he the dumbest fucking person alive(meaning no fucking common sence at all!!!) but hes slow as fuck!!! He did a grand total of 6 pieces 2day!!! and 4 of them were 17" washpipes that take less then 9 minuts tp blast!!!! like what the fuck!!!! Anyway, he fucking pisses me off soo much, cuz he has a new question every 2 seconds, and he fuckes almost everythign he touches up,,, I dont know how he hastn got fired yet!! but anyway, yeah,.... so that fucker pissed me off like hell 2day. And of corse, Dave has to add to it every single day! Fuck man, he'll ask me a stupid fucking question and when I give him the ovious answer, he makes that dumbfuck look on his face, like he had no idea, and doesnt understand... Then he makes me look like an idiot for being such a dick about it... Like realy, how the fuck am I supposed to deal with that shit! its very very frustrating, but he got sent to shipping early in the day, so I didnt ahve to deal with him after around 10:30 or so.... But yeah, then on my way home from work I was goign to stop in at Bears(the tattoo/piercing place) cuz I found out I got paid, but I smell like major BO, and Amanda the piercer is hot as fuck, so theres no way I'd go in there smelling and looking like I do now.... SO hopefully if I dont get too wasted on saturday, I'll go in on Monday to get my toung pierced either once or twice more.... SO yeah, thats all I really have to report at this present time... So till either 2morrow, or MOnday,,, L8a days..

a not too shabby day...

OK, well I guess I should start with yesturday concidering it kinda continued into 2day... Well, all this week I've been waking up at 4:15AM, and catching the 5:15 bus.... Get to work at around 6:20 or so, then I skip lunch so I get paid for that half hour, and leave at around 5:45PM... So on average I should be getting around 11 or so hours a day, Monday I think I had 10 and a half, and Tuesday I had 11, and 2day, well 2day kinda sucked because since I've been working soo much, I ran out of things to do 2day, so I kinda had to go home.... But yeah, Ever since that Saturday night, I've kinda been having a differnt little look on life.... I dont feel the need to smoke weed almost at all anymore, and im not even craving it, I might just try to go 2 paychecks in a row without buying any!, kinda wierd concidering with the paycheck before last I bought a QP to myself,lol.... Anyway yeah, so waking up early and having a nice full long day is really awsome, Not only is it keeping my mind somewhat clear, but Im also not smoking weed, and im making alot more money... so win, win, win situation right? The only bad thing about my day is, I get tired at around 11 or so. But its all good... Anyway, yeah, this weekend I guess we're going to try out 2 new bars, well I hope, we shoudl anyway, its payday this friday, so we should be going somwere.... So yeah.... ..... .... yup....
Ohh yeah, ON this bus this morning, "stay together for the kids" by Blink 182 came on my Ipod. Prolly one of my favoritest songs ever, that and Adams song, but adams song just because its soo soo sooooo easy to relate to......

Yet again, my way of "decyphering" this song to relate to my life...

"Adam's Song"

I never thought I'd die alone -I didnt know It would be my trying to do it...

I laughed the loudest who'd have known? -Who would have thought I would try.....

I trace the cord back to the wall -When I look at it all....

No wonder it was never plugged in at all - I should have seen it coming

I took my time, I hurried up -I tried to do what I wanted to, but did what I had to

The choice was mine I didn't think enough -Everything is your own choice, it was mine, I made it

I'm too depressed to go on - pretty self explanitory

You'll be sorry when I'm gone - one can only hope...

[Chorus]

I never conquered, rarely came16 just held such better days -times wont be as good as they once were

Days when I still felt alive - continuation

We couldn't wait to get outside -Away from rules and parents,

The world was wide, too late to try -Everything is out there, but what do I want to do?

The tour was over we'd survived -High school is done, I passed, and Im out.

I couldn't wait till I got home -....this line goes with the next...

To pass the time in my room alone -Time alone in silence is soothing and comforting.

I never thought I'd die alone -again, self explanitory.

Another six months I'll be unknown -....

Give all my things to all my friends -ha. My poor friends didnt know what that meant when I tried.... Not going to get into it.

You'll never step foot in my room again -....

You'll close it off, board it up -Close me out, forget about me.

Remember the time that I spilled the cup -Memories...

Of apple juice in the hall -...

Please tell mom this is not her fault -One of the only things that actuelly made me feel bad... Poor mom had no idea,.... Soo many great things to say about that woman....

[Chorus]

I never conquered, rarely came -.......

Tomorrow holds such better days -......

Days when I can still feel alive -.....

When I can't wait to get outside -....

The world is wide, the time goes by -...

The tour is over, I've survived -..

I can't wait till I get home -.

To pass the time in my room alone -

Anyway, yeah, wicked song!, lol so thats pretty much it for now.... Payday on friday!!!! cant wait for that, but yeah, thats it... L8a days..s

I did it a-fucking-gain!

God damnit, What a shitty fucking weekend... I had such high hopes for it. Fucking Barett said he'd have those Girls Gone Wild Pub Crawl tickets to which he fell though on, so thats what started off my pissy fucking weekend... I guess it just got the ball rollling, but every little fucking thing pissed me off. If it wasnt Chris and Daves stupid fucking bickering about money, or food or fucking anything, it was Baretts god damn smartass fuckign comments. Some days I wish I could just rip out each one of their god damn vocal cords just so I woudlnt have to hear them bitch! Like fuck, Dave comes home every day and bitchs at Chris for not doing anything all day(to which I kinda understand, but fuck off man, Jesus, who the fuck wants to clean the apartment and make it spotless aswell as cook supper every night for us~?!?!?!) And then Chris bitches back about how he isnt the slave of the house(allthough he does FUCK ALL all fucking day long!) Uhh god, thers no escaping this shit either. I'd go over to Barett and DOllars place, but Baretts there. And you cant have 1 simple conversation with him wihtout getting tottally pissed with his smartass fucking comments... LIke fuck off with the god damn sarcasm. Grow the fuck up.
Anyway... Sunday was a really shitty day, Fuck I felt like shit, and my fucking hand was numb all fucking day,, I think I might of hit one of the tendents, cuz my index finger is really sore, and I cant quite bend it all the way into a fist without it hurting like a bitch... Then 2day at work, fuck... Putting my arms into the blaster HURT LIKE FUCK!!!! The arms get right tight near the wrist(my fucking luck) so anytime I moved my arm it felt like a knife was slicking my wrist over and over again.... Fuck , I think this one was deeper then the first,,, it started to bleed right away.... God damnit, why the fuck did Dave have to come home early? Im sure if I had of sat, and waited, and watched, I would have passed out from blood loss in proly half an hour, it was flowing fast, faster then the first time.... AND HE RUIND EVERYTHING!!!!, fuck, I heard the door to the apartment open, and my heart dropped. I had to rinse out the bathtub soo fast, clean up my hand, try to stop the bleeding with paper towel and shove that god damn wrist band back on.... So here I am, stuck wearing it again.... Prolly for the next 3 months or so til it heals enough to be notttoo noticable.... Uhh... Sometimes I wish I never woke up from that first time... Really,,, How am I still here? that god damn bucket was like half full of blood when I woke up, It doesnt make since.... Why cant I just let go!? If its supposed to be some kind of sign,,, Who ever is sending it better try a bit harder, or give me a clearer sign..... Uhh.... Anyway,,, I gotta head to the bank, and I wanna give Megan Mackay a call 2night... so yeah, i better get on my way... L8a days.....

3 mins left

so I have like 3 mins left, and yeah, I had a shitload of stuff I wanted to talk bout, but maybe i'll be in 2morrow,.... shit, yeah, so hopefully its either 2night or 2morrow night but we're all going on this "girls gone wild" pub crawl, I have high hopes! lol, anyway, I should post this before I get booted, l8a days...