Another great weekend.... again...

Yup, well I guess friday night kinda sucked cuz I didn't do anything, but saturday was great... all day Saturday, and I guess till 2day, I just got home there not too long ago. Uhh Jakes not here, I'm kinda wondering where he is cuz we are supposed to go get guitar hero 1 2day... I really hope he doesn't forget about that... But yeah, thats about it really... I guess this coming week is going to be super busy at work, so that should be ok...... I think I may start getting my sleep now... so L8a Days...

I feel like Royal SHIT!

Oh man, I had to leave work early 2day,,,, I punched out at like 10:20, after making a phone call to Teri at like 9ish.... Ohh man, I don't even know what to say here, or what I'm going to say to her tomorrow.... I just hope I didn't fuck up what we had going.... I most likely did tho,, fuck it up like I fuck everything else up. Uhh, So she found my blog. Read it... and wasn't happy,,,, To which now that I've re-read what I wrote, I fully understand. I just hope she doesn't go on and read farther and farther back....but that's besides the point.... The Point is that I was really unrespectfull about what I wrote and didn't really think twice about what I was writting.... BUT, I have to explain to her what this blog is for me...
Really the whole reason I started this blog was to get things off my chest.... Some people talk to other, some people write things down, some people do other things,,, For me, I write things down in my blog. I know anyone who has the internet has access to it, But really I figured no one would care. Like honestly who would waste their time to read about my life? But anyone who did, I didn't hold back, really, I thought I had no reason to... But I should have figured this out the first few times that my life got royally fucked over when people found out about this that shouldn't have... Like my parents... Man did my life ever go to the shits when they found my blog.... But really, I should have stopped this long long ago... This stupid fucking blog has caused me way more problems then it has freed my mind....
Anyway, Like I said, Teri and I are going to talk things through 2morrow, and man, I hope to god things go well,,, I really like her too much to fuck things up this early and not know where things could have gone. Really tho, I know its early in our relationship to say anything, but really theres nothing I don't like about her. She's older and more mature, cool as hell, smart, fun to be with, and did I mention shes hot as hell.... I just don't want to lose her over something as stupid as my big dumb mind. I know I shouldn't of said the things I said in the way I said them, and I just hope she takes my apology.... Anyway, I know this is a bad Idea, but I'm going to have a few drinks. so till the next one.... L8a Days....

Sunday Morning...

Yup, it's now 7:15 AM on Sunday morning... the day after St. Patties day.... So yeah, I'll start with my weekend... So Friday I woke up at like 5PMish.... Travis called me and said he was gonna pick me up and we were going to go to the Starlight Room... So after I drank a shitload with Dollar and everyone here at home, Travis picked me up at 9ish,,, Then we headed to the Starlight Room.... Met up with Teri, then headed back to Travis place afterwords.... Stayed there the night with Teri and them, ,, Then Teri went home at like 7AM, so I slept in till 10ish, to which I woke up and watched TV at Travis's place till like 2PM when we decided to go to Fernando's for a bit till we decided we were all ready to head to Red Deer. So around an hour and half later of driving we arrived at Red Deer,,, Got shit set up for the show,,,, then went to a friend of their's place till around 9ish,,,, Then we headed back to "the Zone" that's the bar they were playing at.... Watched the first 2 bands play... .Then it was time for the Firebrands.... And I must say, it was a fucking wicked show@!!!! It sounded so crisp and so clean! But anyway, the fucking crowd was lame as hell,,, and the people in Red Deer are fucking SKETCHY!!!!! But anyway, after that, we headed back to Nick's place for like 10-20ish minutes, then I hopped in McKayla and Beefy's car for the long ride home...... And when I finally got home at like 4:00ish AM, and went down to my room, what do I find? FUCKING RICHIE SLEEPING IN MY FUCKING BED!!!! I'm still fucking pissed at that shit, because I'm pretty fucking sure that I locked my door before I left on Friday, which means they broke into my room... So later on 2day I'm going to buy a new lock for my door,, one with an actuel Key, and I'm going to lock it anytime I'm not in there..... Fucking bullshit man.... Anyway,,, Everyone was still up and kicking so we partied till around half an hour ago.... Well ppl were slowly dying off anyway as time went on,,, Jake was the first, well after Jason Kookler and Richie that is.... Then J-Rod went to bed,,, Then Barett, Dollar, Rebecca and Geoff..... So that left Matt and Brad and I.... Matt being brads co worker from the casino..... So yeah, he just left at like quarter to 7AM or so.... and Brad just went to bed there like 10 mins ago.... SO that leaves me,,, still up, waiting for fucking Richie to wake up so I can rip those sheets off cuz he's one dirty mother fucker, and put new sheets on so I can fucking head to bed for some real sleep,,, first real sleep in a few days... cuz shit, I did not sleep well if at all at Travis place...... SO anyway,,, I'm just trying to kill some time here,, and shit I know no ones going to be up for quite some time..... FUCK I hate fucking drunk people/.... Fuck I'm glad I don't drink much anymore..... Fucking drunks are soo fucking stupid... Of corse there was drama 2night.... Fucking Brad went on a rave about how Geoff is a control freak (TO WHICH HE FUCKING IS), then after I listened to the whole thing I started to go downstairs to only find out that Geoff is standing on the stairs listening to the whole thing, then he goes downstairs and blurts out "I hate when ppl don't have the balls to say things to your face" and I'm just thinking like... "wow I fucking hate people who ease drop like fucking pussy's ,,, But I'm pretty damn sure he'll forget about it, but if he doesn't, well I'm going to fully back up Brad, cuz shit, I know everyone in this house knows that Geoff is a totall fucking control freak, and Honestly I'm going to be glad when the fucker leaves... He thinks hes fucking god in this house... Like FUCK OFF!!!! theres no fucking parents in this house...we're all fucking equal, so he should stop pretending he's sooo fucking special.... ANyway, I'm kinda looking forward to what is going to be said 2morrrow, cuz they were all fucking trashed out of thier minds, and I was sober, so I'm the only one who really knows what happened and how everything went down,,,, So we'll see what happeneds I guess...... But yeah, I only had 1 Vanilla vodka and coke. and 1 Becks.... and that was at like 11PM, so I really wasn't feeling anything by the time I got home, and I didn't drink anything while I was here.... So yet again, I must say I was the ONLY sober person.....Anyway, so yeah, that was my weekend. lol, shit, anyway, I'm going to have to find something to do for the next few hours till all these fuckers wake up..... and if anyone tries to even come in my room when I kick richie out and try to get me up, I'll be soo fucking pissed cuz Im not going to be getting up..... So yeah, with that, I'm done... and I'm going to try to go to look for something to do... L8a Days

work, work, work, work , WEEKEND!!!!

Yeah, SO this work week was pretty crazy, well not till the last two days, but yeah,,,, So Monday and Tuesday were regular days, 10 hours both nights... Then Wednesday to Thursday I worked a 16 hour shift.... I was going to go for the 20, and I could have done it, but they told me I would have had to come in Thursday night regardless, so I said fuck it and went home at 8AM., yeah, then last night till this morning (Friday) I worked a little 11 hour shift. So, yeah, a good like 47 hour week, not too shabby for a 4 days of work.... And now its the WEEKEND!!!!, So 2night I'm hoping to go do something with Teri, but she hasn't called back yet, Then 2morrow I'm heading to Red Deer with the Firebrands, so that should be the shit!!!!but yeah, Dollars here so I`m gonna go for now, till later,,,, L8a Days...

Another Great Weekend....

Yup, so yet again... an amazing weekend.... So Friday night Teri and I went to Red Lobster with Travis, Leslie, Fernando, Amanda, Sherry, Greg, Mike and his wife, and few other people.... Pretty good time, but of course there had to be some drama... Shit man, I don't know how all this is really going to work out... I mean Teri and I are fine, we haven't had any real dellema's yet, but shit man, like everyone else has something going on, or .. uhh I dunno... Anyway, after The Red Lobster we went back to Darren's place to hang out and drink our faces off yet again.... Then at around 4:30Am we(Teri and I) decided to go back to Travis's place.... And weirdly enough Travis and Leslie went to Sherry's place for the night,,, So we had their place to ourselves that night... Then at like 8AM we had to get up and go back to her house. So that was all good, got to meet her mom , Lynn, she was pretty cool I must say,,,Then she left, so Teri and I had her place to ourselves,, Well sort of. Her baby Zoa was there too... Man she's soo cute... I know, weird enough for me to say a child is cute... But don't get any ideas, I still dislike children,,, Just not Zoa... Anyway,,, Shit I don't really remember what we did most of the day, but we ended up staying at her place for the night, Watched a few movies , then crashed for the night.... Woke up Sunday morning, Teri made me an awesome breakfast, then she gave me a lift home.... So yeah, Sunday(yesterday) I didn't really do much when I got home,,, But yeah I guess that's about it.... Now I'm up at 6:30AM on fucking Monday morning,,, I'm still not sure why, I guess going to sleep at 10 last night wasn't a good idea.... But anyway I think I'm going to go get some breakfast somewhere because I'm fucking hungry! But anyway, this week should be a good work week, if it's anything like last week, which it should be even busier, then I should start off my next pay check with a good 40 some hours... maybe more you never know.... Although I'm pretty sure I won't be working on Friday or any of the weekend... I'm pretty sure I'm going to Red Deer this coming weekend for a Firebrands show..... Yeah, Red Deer for St. Patty's day... Should be interesting... But anyway, I'm going to head out for now,,, SO till later... L8a Days....

10ish days now.... Running good

Yup, so 2days like the 9th of March,,, And yeah, I still haven't smoked... Shit it really does feel good though.... Like I haven't craved it all yet,, well I guess last night a bit, just cuz I was soo pissed about work, but that blew over and 2day was a great day... Ohh yeah, but the way, I worked 13 and a half hours straight last night... got home at 6:30AM,,, now I'm eating some perogies... writing a blog..... Yup having a good time....
So I guess I should get some sleep sometime 2day cuz I have some plans for the weekend... I guess Teri and I are going to Red Lobster 2night for some food, then heading to go see 300!, That movie looks fucking awesome!!!!! Can't wait for all 3 of those 2night...Teri, lobster, and a movie... and whatever else happens of corse.... But yeah so I did my math and and this coming paycheck (next Friday) I'll have 87 and a half hours.... Thats like atleast 1300$ in my pocket,, after taxes... Plus the $1100 I already have in my bank account... So yeah Saving money really isn't that hard... Ohh shit yeah, I tottally forgot about my $1000 dollar bonus aswell.... Well, that may not be on this check, but next one for sure.... Man, it feels good to finally have money, and a good job! Anyway, I know things are looking way too good right now,, So I'm just waiting for something stupidly bad to happen, I hope to god nothing does, but I know it will,,, You don't get all this good luck and have no bad luck to ballence it out... It just doesn't work that way... Watch Teri tell me shes pregnent or something,, shit that would destroy me... Lets not think that harshly....
Anyway, I'm gonna eat my perogies and prolly head to bed,,, Till later... L8a Days....

Monday night/Tuesday morning...

Yeah, so its quarter to 6AM and I'm still up,,... We stayed till 4 AM this morning, so that was a sweet 13 hours! WORD!, SO yeah, Work is really starting to pick up, and its fucking awesome!!! Shitload of hours means a shitload of cash on my payday!!!! OHH man, I made the bestest stew in the world 2night!!!! lol, anyway, Yeah, so I guess I'm gonna give Teri a call 2morrow, Travis was tellin me she wants me to give her a call... I'm not sure what about, I mean, its only been like 2 days since I"ve talked to her... anyway, I hope she doesn't turn out to be one of those really clingy chicks,,, But I'm sure I'll find out in 8ish hours,... Ohhh god I hope she doesn't say something crazy like she's pregnent... Shit man, that would be horrible, no way am I ready for a kid at this age!!! But I`m sure everythings fine.... So yeah, I don`t really have much to talk about 2night, ohh yeah I guess its like day 6 without weed,, and seriously I feel fantastic!!!! And I`m not even craving it at all. It`s pretty fucking sweet! But yeah, thats about it really, I`m gonna finish my stew then head to bed... Till Later... L8a Days...

What a Weekend!!!!!!!

Wow!!!!! Its now Sunday morning.... 6:50Am.... I ... Wow, I don't know where to start this whole thing... OK, Lets try friday... OK so....
Friday I woke up at like 2ish, got a phone call from Travisty at around 3:30, got picked up around 4:00PM.... We had to drive around the whole fucking city to get everything we needed for the show that night... Aka pick up his drum set, the amps, the boxes, the merch(Yeah I'm the Merch guy at the Firebrand Shows now!!!!). So yeah, during our drives they (Fernando and Travisty) had to get me as drunk as possible, so we had to stop many times for beers and so on.... Then we went to the show at around 8:00-9:00 .. I don't overly remember... But anyway yeah, so we got everything set up, and the show went on, and fuck man, The Firebrands were by far the best band there! Like, they were 3rd last to play out of 6 bands, and I swear, once they finished their set, the whole whole place cleared out!,, and I mean CLEARED OUT!!!! it went from prolly 150 or so ppl, to literally a dozen!... So anyway, we had to stay till the very end of the show anyway just because the bands were using some of Travisty's stuff... SO anyway, this whole time I'm watching this smokin' hot redhead... I reconized her from the Firebrand shows before, and shes one of Travistys girlfriends' friend... So Travisty offered to let me crash at his place.I asked Travisty if he could possibly drive me home in the morning... LOL, that wasn't going to happen!!! They pretty much kidnapped me(Yes the used the specific words of "KIDnapping" just because I'm "soooooo young" lol... so it turns out Travisty is 26, his girlfriend is 33.
Saturday morning Travisty, his girlfriend and I all went out for breakfast... and who did we meet up with? CAM! lol, so that was cool... then after breakfast where do we go next? Of corse the liquor store! Fuck man, I'm going to turn into an alcoholic or something soon! So yeah, after we got lots of booze we went out to Darren and McKaylas place to drink,,, Keep in mind this is all at like 2PM,,, Got super drunk there, then we decided we were hungry, so we went to a buddy of Darrens new Bar... And I guess it just opened last night, and they wanted anyone who knew how to play Rockabilly to come and play... So we got Fernandos base and Darren's guitar and went down there and jammed till 12... Had a good rest of the night, and went home the next morning sometime... I have no idea what time... So yeah, that was my awsome weekend.... L8a Days