Friday, December 30, 2005

Uhh Now I remember why I left PEI....

So I woke up pretty early 2day, well sorta, I went to bed at around 5 something yesturday morning, and woke up at around 1ish... went to the comp to talk to some ppl.... ok things are cool whatever... then I go check Morgans blog , just for shits and giggles like I always do when I have some spare time... and I read on and on, and I seee something.... kinda gets to me.... but hey, fuck it.... I knew it was going to happen, I just tried to think it wouldnt.... ahhh well.... I guess you can only get soo attached to someone.... its just too bad they cant be as attached back.... I mean seriously.... I waited those 2 months I was in Edmonton for her... fuck I was planning on waiting the next 5 months that i'll be there for.... but no, I dont really need anymore.... Anyway,,, so yeah, after I found all this out I decided to go over to Pat and Jamisons place and have a drink... so I mixed around half of my quart into a glass, and topped it off with some pop... it was pretty rough... but it felt soo damn good afterwords...Anyway, I ended up passing out at like 4:00 and missed some family dinner thing that my mom told me I had to go home for, but sadly to say, I was passed out.... then I woke up at around 8.... felt pretty damn shitty... had some hoots and a couple bouls... then ran to the bathroom and hurled my guts up... infact I ended up hurling 4 times... felt relaly really shitty.... anyway... I only got home like 20 or so mins ago and its 4:35AM now..... on friday.. YES FRIDAY!!! I'd say it'd be wicked to go out 2night... but I cant fucking go out on PEI... fuck, I guess I kinda do like Edmonton... This Island isnt doing it for me anymore.... I thought I missed it... and I do miss certain things... but I came home for all the wrong reasons.... I orrignally wanted to come home to PEI for christmas to see Laura....Now look at me.... I've been hanging out at Pats place every day.... havent seen much of my family at all relaly.... Saw a few of my other friends.... but I still havent seen Laura... and from the sounds of things, it doesnt sound like she really wants to see me either.... which brings me back to my point of me coming home for all the rong reasons.... infact,,, I kinda cant wait to go back... fuckkk, I'd rather have nothing, no friends , no nothing and just go back to work at Inotec..... Fuck this PEI shit... Everyone was right when they told me things were going to be way different when I got back from such a "long" trip... fuck off, I didnt think things wold be this fucked up....why should I come back now? really? Everything I thought I had,,, I dont... Uhhh, my stomac is feeling pretty shitty again, im going to head to bed, fuck it... l8a days..

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

IM HOME!!!

Yup so its true, I've been home for 3 days now, and wow, what a 3 days....... I've been just chillin at Pat and Jamisons place every day and night, saw jarod 2 of th enights and shit, it was fucking awsome to have the whole group back 2gether again!@!!!! Fuck its good to be home!!!!! BUT..... I only have 7 days left... and I havent seen anyone besides Pat and them.... Like,,,, I really really really wanna see Laura before I go back.... evan if its only for a second, but yeah..... shes the person I thought most about when I was gone and I still havent talked to her since i've been here.... fuck, and the wierd thing is I even talked to Morgan already.. she came over for frigs sakes.. but anyway, im sure i'll see them both again before I go back.. Morgan promised me that we'd go drunk sledding anyway... so i'll hold her to that.... But anyway,,,, Yeah, Vacation is going well... like I said, i've been gettign pretty messed up at pats house, good tiems like old times.... but yeah, thats pretty much it.... So yeah, I guess till the next time.... l8a days....

Friday, December 23, 2005

Almost christmas....

So here I sit, at Mark and Kaylen(Our neighbors) place checking my mail and stuff whiel I wait for Chris to come home wiht our key to our place..... But yeah I leave for home (PEI) in 2 days!!!!! fuck yeah, Cant wait to get there and party it up with all my PEI buddies, and I cant wait to see Laura too, well, lets just hope she hasnt forgotten bout me, cuz I sure as hell wont forget about her.,... Ever since the 1st day I got here, shes mostlly all I miss bout PEI... Fuck I cant wait to see her.... But yeah anyway, works going good, they gave me all the time I needed off to go home for PEI, and stuff, so its all good... Ohh yeah, my supervisor Quy, (hes the man) is having a christmas party at his place 2night, so hopefully that'll be a pretty good time.... then 2morrow we have some other party thing to go to, then sunday morning, I catch my plane.... All 4 stops and 13 hours later,,, I'll be home on PEI!!! Fuck yeah, anyway, to anyone still reading these blogs..... give me a call sometime,,, I'll be on PEI until the 5th of January... so yeah, well, I g2g, but yea, l8a days....

Thursday, December 15, 2005

In Alberta

Yeah, I know i've been here for almost 2 full months now, but I only checked my e-mail twice the whole time I was up here, and I dindt really have much time to write anythign on this, infact, I have to go pick up my pizza right now, but yeah, Im here in Edmonton, chillin and such,, I have a wicked job as a Thermo Spray Technisian at a place called Inotec.... I live with Chris W. and my brother...w e're getting alogn well.... anyway, im hopefully going home for christmas... ah fuck it, I am goign home for christmas,,, I'll be home at around 10:something on Christmas day (Sunday the 25th) and Im leaving back to Edmonton on the 5th of January... Hope to see some of my friends(all of them) and yeah... Pizza time. L8a days...