a night of realizations.....

So yeah... heere it is,,, only 8:51 PM, on saturday January 17th/09..... And yeah, I just came to realize this one thing.... I'm kinda thinking this.... My heart tells me one thing... and my mind another.... and as hard as Im try,,, its still the brain that makes the most sence... its the best thing to do,,, but it hurts soo bad.... I know its the right thing to do... but it hurts me soo bad.... but the self sacrafise is the one that has to be made.... Anyway, i'll try to elaborate on this later.. but for now I must intertain my guests.... l8a days,,,,