Wow....

OK..... hmmm, how do I start this.... uh,, oh OK, yeah heres where it'll start... Ok, you know when something... uhh this isnt going to sound anything like I want it to, but bare with me... ok, you know when you really want something soo soo badly, but you know the only way to get it, is when no one can know about it... Uhh, wait, i guess that doesnt really sound right, but, ok, lets say this... Your a scronny little kid right, you get picked on all the time and what ever, till one day someone comes up to you and starts picking a fight, and oddly enough not a soul is around to witness it, but somehow you manage to beat the living shit out of the guy and get away... Now you could run around to everyone you know yelling and screaming that you won a fight... But then you kinda get the thinking,,, A)whose going to believe you, B)Why tell anyone? its something maybe you could use to your advantage someday... or maybe C) some of this guys frineds maybe want to get some revenge on you, but, if no one knows about it, then how can you get in any trouble? See my point really here is, when you finally get what you want,, maybe its best not to tell anyone.... Keep it inside.... it will make you way happyer then gloatting... LOL, this reminds me exactly of an episode of Buffy the Vampire Slayer... lol, one episode everyone had to team up to fight this huge moster of some kinda, but of corse they left Zander out because hes this little pussy who cant do anything, but, he somehow finds out that theres this huge huge bomb under this room where everyone is fighting this huge monster and its about to go off, so he manages to stop the bomb and shit, and the next day when everyone comes together and says how bad this crazy fight with this moster was, they ask Zander what he did the night before... he Pauses and says "nothing". That fucker saved all of thier god damn lives, but would they believe him if he said what he did? or, if he told them would they praise him? Now I know none of this all really relates, but ya never know, the truth could maybe come out someday, Maybe Zander will tell them he saved thier sorry asses... Maybe my story will be told someday,,, but till then, im just going to look down, and try to hide my smile...lol, l8a days....