day 3....

Well I can honestly say that I havent really craved weed or drugs in general, but man I could sure go for a boul right now. I swear, every day that I stay here, the more I want to leave. Well I shouldnt say that, every day that I go to work I want to get off this stupid island. If it wasnt for work i'd prolly stay here, but for me to find a new job, and then find a place to stay, then find a way to work every day in the winter, its just not worth it. Uhh, anyway, on to last night... Last night was... interesting.... We started off by drinking a bit, we started on our Frozen White Russians. They're prety sweet but you can only handle soo much icecream, lol, anyway, Lauras stomac started to hurt from drinking, so we both stopped drinking(which I really dindt mind cuz I dotn really think I wanted to drink anyway...) Then we just went to my room and did our thing for a while till around 3 when she went home, then the wierdest thing happened... I couldnt sleep... I dont know if its the fact that I dont have any drugs fresh in my system or what, but since i've quit, I havent had one good ngiht of sleep, and I doubt 2night will be any differnt, I know I have to wake up at 8 so I can bike in for 9, and its now quarter to 1, but my plan is to start drinking and hopefully that'll put me to sleep right quick. Ohh yeah, I almost forgot,, on my bike ride home 2day I almost whipped out twice, once really badly, infact I fucked up my bike a bit, but it still drives(sorta). I kinda smoked into a devider kinda thing, anyway, long story short, I got lots of air I wasnt expecting and landed hard and broke my seat, aswell as bent both tires and my chain fell off, but I wasnt in a really good mood so I just put the chain back on and went on my way, and now im here so its all good, I just hope to fuck it doesnt break on my way into work 2morrow. Knowing my luck , thats exactly whats going to happen. So yeah, anyway, im gonna get to my push ups and sit ups, hopefully that'll keep my mind off of that beautiful stuff I call weed. L8a days...