Friday, October 14, 2005

So my plans are Shattered....

Yup, I got work off, made sure she did too, cleaned everything in my rooms, washed my cloths, washed my sheets and blankets, pretty much prepared for anything, and then the message comes up "Not gonna be out 2night"well pretty much, so fuck, I guess thats that, she cant come over 2ngiht, oh well, its not like 2day was anything special, well to some ppl I guess. I kinda concider 5 months not too bad, but yeah what ever.
So yeah, im drinking. Its now 5:18PM. LOL, and man im kinda feeling those like 3 shots of vodka, and that beer, but im sure it'll only get worse, I still have prolly 3/5ths of a quart of vodka, some rum, and one more beer, i'll prolly get someone to get me something to and just get royally fucked up 2night, why the fuck not? so I work at 9AM 2morrow, who gives a fuck. Fuck it all, Fuck this world, FUCK EVERYTHIGN THAT YOU STAND FOR!!!!, God damnit I love Slipknot. I hate how everyone is soo against MEtal, fuck its the best music anyone can listen to, And dont give me any of this bullshit about it just being screaming and shit, if you read and listen to the lyrics, its fucking more indepth then any of this bullshit you hear on the radio. Like fuck off/..... Anyway, im gonna ask Chalen to get me some more beer, be back ina few.....5:24PM..
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yeah, so Chalen is a tard and isnt going to go right now, so im gonna go to the store and get some mix, I cant handle 5 shots of rum, and 3/5ths a quart of vodka in shots, fuck that, Mix, here I come.... brb 5:27PM....
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ALright, so back, 5:44. So Nikita Chard works at the convienent store down the road. yeah shes going to UPEI like everyone else. hahaha, stupid school ppl,, Anyway, time to mix drinks.....
wow, Tropicana twister grape Berry with Vodka... I dont know what I think of it yet... uh, give me a sec.... its good, but im not too sure if its really good or not. Yup, ypu. Oh man, im gonna get too drunk too fast, and pass out, as long as I get back up early, i'll be fine tho, hahaha. take that.

so I just kinda came to a conclusion. The only thing i've eaten 2day was a Matt-made Egg MacMuffin at work this morning at 10. lol, no wonder im this drunk this fast. plus the whole chugging thing, but fuck thats my choice.Uhh, almost done first glass...

I just saw 4:20, im gonna try to scrounge up some weed to smoke, brb
sec... before I do that, Im going to state why im going to Alberta, and why im not going to stay there long, well sorta....
Ok. So, ppl think im moving to Alberta because its a way to get out of here, which is true, but im going to Dave cuz hes the only one I know out there, but trust me, once im stable and stuff, im going to leave him too, just for these reasons.... You'll think they're stupid as fuck, but trust me they're true....
- Dave is my brother. I respect him more then almost anyone, but really hes just a place for me to stay right now. Once I have enough money and stuff, im going to leave him because he's been taking care of me for... well as long as I can remember, its time for me to get out on my own and finally stop letting ppl take care of me, FUCK. Everyone's been helping me forever!!! Fuck I gotta start doign things tottally on my own, and me living with him is like him showing me the world. Fuck that, I need to get out and leave everyone, and everyting I know!! Sec, I just wrote somethign to Evan that I gotta post, it proly doesnt make seince now, but fuck it....


"yeah but hes been takign care of me for as long as I can remember, its like my 3rd leg to rely on, and I gotta stop that!!! fuck Evan, you dont know what its like for everyone to take care of you everywere you go!!! fuck im sick of everyone doing everythign for me!!!! I gotta do things on my own for once, fuck!!!! God damn it, I gotta leave everyone I know so I can finally be on my own"

So yeah, back to lookin for weed.....


Yup, I just figured out im going to leave everyone, and everything I know....

On to a diffferent thought... FUCK ALL YOU PEOPLE that dont think i'll be a ninja! the day I feel taht i've truely become on, I swear to God I'll kill you all... Its funny to you now, be see how funny it is when your bleeding to death from every possible surface and lookin up at my face to which I'll finally show you after all yoru suffering... You will see my face at your last possible moment of life before I take it!, You will all die at my wrath!, and when taht day comes, you will see that all your hatred towards me will kill yourself!!!!Ha, Evan laughs at me, and so will everyone else when they read this, but trust me, you will all suffer at my hands.... You wait and see..... ha, hahahah, ahahahhahaha......
6:25PM......
Wow, I managed to scrape a full boul, and maybe a bit more... I'll find out when im done.... But yeah as of now, imgonna go to the bathroom, and then go smoke this boul.... brb, 6:35PM......
NO WAIT!!! Im just going to kill everyone, and everything I know, so that way the whole world is wondering "how/what killed all these ppl, why is everything dead?" Hahahah, fuck everyone, fuck everythign!.


6:49PM. Just came in from smoking a boul and talking to Chalen for a little bit. Thinking about calling Anna in a little bit, if not now, ..... You know what for.....

ahahhahaha, The time right now is 6:49!!!HAHAHAHHA, get it, 649, the lottery.... uhhh anyway.. fuck.
Fuck. Anna istn answering.... ahh well fuck it.. Music time....
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WOW!!!!, I just realized something... Horse (Jeff Dykerman). Is the fucking man!!!., OK... Now being tottally seriouse here, Horse has taken the role of someone I actuelly call brother on this island now... Seriously tho. LIke Horse is one of those ppl that you get the vibe that they are honesly as honest and seriouse as they act. LIke I dont just mean on anything, but on those things that, you know that sertain ppl just cannot lie about sertain things to their honest friends.... OHh fuck, this prolly sounds like bullshit... But if you ever believe on kidna thinking like the old days when people relied on other peoples word. their trus. Thier honor pretty much i guess you could call it. But yeah LIke certain people you could just trust because you know.. anyway, Jeff is one of those most loyal person I know really. LIke Especially to the Richard Family, Like he knows Tony, Sara(a little bit), Dave, and I. And now that it is only I on this island of the Richards, right now, I think im closer to Horse, then I ever was, Hes the fuckingf man, and hes most likely the only person in the world that is crazyer then I am!!!!., like that takes alot, but the award is awarded to Horse Dykerman@@@@!!!!... Hahah.... 7:02PM.... brb....
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ohhhh man, I just realized something... WHen I leave./.. besides wheN I come home for this first winter/christmas... Im prolly never gonna come back to PEI,. Like Honestly. Man, fuck, like really, Im prolly just gonna work my ass offf or months on end, save up a shitload of money, take a like 2-3 week bing of drungs and alcohol spree. then leave and go somerwer new. I'll do that foever. and just leave each place and eve return. till I actuelly learn every martial arts I want. cuz in each place im going to masterone type of martial arts. then after I get all the ones I want, i'll truely become a ninja, the onthat I want to be, and i'll be able to conquor all.... ...
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Im Not Okay - My Chemical Romance, Fucking great song!!!7:38, Nathens talking to me, brb...
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Yeah, so , I might jsut take a nap, or wait, im gonna go to the bathroom and wash my face with really cold watter, that'll wake me up, brb... 7:44....
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So I jsut went to the bathroom and I just foudn out that I can put my pinky finger all the way through my ear lobe, I finally streched it that far. wow.... 7:49....
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Im now listening toMy Last Serenade - Killswitch Engage, better enough im goin to put on the video that I made that has this as the soudntrack. brb......


Ohh Man, my fucking movie is UN-FUCKING-REAL!!!!!!! man, its soo sweet, someday im gonna meet up with everyone in the video and do something crazy with them!!!! hahaha fuck yeah!.

8:00....
uhh, incase I fall asleep,. its now 8:05PM. ...
wait talking to Evan, might go get a snadwedge.......mmmmmmm.... sandwedge at 8:14PM.

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Well its now 8:22PM, and I think tha tim gonna go try to find something to do, maybe go play adams XBOX. so yeah, l8a days....

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